I just wanted to float along the bliss of your warm, soft kiss
Sleep in the bounds of your arms.
Trust you with all I had
because with you, I found no harm.
Everything you touched became a shrine.
The sun it's self could never outshine,
because your grace just seemed to raidiate beyond measurable bounds.
Rest. My soul has found balance from your hands
The time can envolope all it's sands,
And I'd still be waiting.
My mind is held steadfast to your happiness
and my body yearns for your feel.
The world around me keeps spinning, and yet I want to sit still.
Just to bask in the awe of your handsome facade
So of yourself my eyes would fill.
I'll drown in the sound of your voice
Stirred by the currents of your words
Fly above all the fears
Guided by instinct,
As a bird
We would soar beyond the universe
Make a nest within the stars
Draw our hearts on the moon
and watch reality from afar...
I was once in love with an infatuation.
The infatuation was the desire to find real love
The love was blindly compassionate
To what it is and all it was...
crossing over the lines
L
the lustful engagement of an eternal dream
released from your body to envelop me
within the read light of arousal
you scream
O
obsessions. continuous with the past
every time becomes a next to last
yet, there is no end to the
V
Very promising satisfaction you give me
I'm resting in the comforts of your words
lifted by the feel of your body
astonished by the
E
everybit of your soul, your mind, your heart, dark glow
I feel for you more than you'll ever know
I'm forever yours
My dear L.O. V. E.
The title says it all!
Back in the day people used to physically interact with others.
While in the persuit of dating, they would talk to others around that person to find out information, talk to the person themselves, spend time with them. The face to face contact was a nessesary thing to do, but it was a surefire way to see if you were really willing to continue to pursue them.
NOW, all you have to do is search thier name in Facebook, Myspace, etc. and find out everything about that person without even meeting them. Most people have a pretty throurough about me section, so you can see everything that person has to say about themselves. You can see how they interact with people from their pictures, wall, posts and status updates. You can even know where they are as they post thier exact location on Twitter. You can see thier past relationships, embarrasing pictures, their family, and their friends and really make a scope of who they are.
Its amazing, and yet its really not. This allows people to put forth a person who we may find misleading when actually in person.
Nevertheless, these forms of communication are taken way to seriously!
so here are some rules to better help ourselves to adjust to this new blast of hyper-cyber communication
1. Stop thinking everyone checks their messages.
I had some friends actually get mad at me for not replying back to Facebook messages... I have a life away from my computer.. call.. text.
2.Stop thinking every status update is about YOU!
I hate it when people read statuses and get so worked up when they assume it is about them! Like when did you become so special! SHEESH! lol
3. Stop taking relationship statuses so seriously
You know what I am talking about people. Those girls/ boys that break up with their significant other b/c they dont want to post a status.... SHAME!
These are just three of the many rules that should revolve in the brain while utilizing cyber communication.
peace and love
sophia
can we talk about how crazy today was.
i set my alarm for 7... i get up at 9
i go to the church bookstore for my new bible study manual... they have none.
it started to rain... then it POURED!
i get to class late... miss notes
i lost my phone!!!!!
got to work late... made no commission because the computers were down at work
missed bible study trying to get my phone!!!
agghh! it was so crazy today! everything just kept happening. one after the other.
but in the end... im still smiling
Some of my thoughts of today are found within the words of this song.... which has been kinda running continuously in my brain from last week or so...
song of the day
on another note, ladies and gents ( especially ladies!)
im gunna cut right to the chase.
two words : GROW UP!!
if i hear another " she said/he said" story one more time!! i'll go crazy on someone!!
i dont think i really need to explain this, but i think we all know someone or some people who do this all the time!
so, 1. don't be this person, and 2. avoid these type of people at all costs.
secondly, i would like to elaborate on the topic of TRUST.
there are alot of misconceptions about trust, but its a lot easier than most people care to understand.
there are two methods...
you its either you 1. DO trust the person , or 2. DON'T trust the person
there is no middle ground. there is no "what if's". there is no such thing as circumstancial trust.
trust until you are given a VALID reason not to, not the other way around.
there is no point in trying to relate to someone you cant trust, no matter what type of relationship it is.
this means ladies and gents ( esp ladies) if your woman or man tells you something, believe them. A relationship mixed with doubt and jealousy is bound to fail with flying colors....
i feel really sorry for some friends of mine who are struggling with this issue as they are not being trusted or trusting.
trust is such a fundamental component of love, don't let something so minute make such a big impact
peace and love
sophia
hahaha!! just playing.
My wise friend told me today that my gift is compassion.
unfortunatley my compassion is a double edged sword. it is effective when it is used with the right people, but kills me when in the hands of those who dont deserve it.
I have been questioning the reason for alot of people who have come and go in my life recently (especially this past labor day...). I think it was so that God had a plethora of examples already laid out for me.
This past weekend my heart matured. I see that there are some people who need need my love but don't deserve my direct compassion. I have the constant feeling of being used and worn by friends because I keep expecting them to show the compassion I show them. I no longer have tolerance for those who are selfish and incapable of seeing the world beyond their own perspective. Im tired of being pulled and tugged emotionally.
beyond friendships, I dont want to date a man who cannot uplift me. I have made the mistake of trying to date a man with a unmended heart. I really believed that i could fix it, that i could really make his heart all better... I and no one else can change the way people are.
some people say that it is too ironic that the ones who are the most open hearted get hurt the most. i now think not. We are honestly OPEN hearted. We are increasingly more vulnerable to emotional pain than those who keep their hearts guarded.
I'm not saying that I am going to cave undera boulder,but I think the final release of those who have leached off of my love will have to be severed out of my life, and that too is not ironic at all.